Add your specific moment of realization here. When did you first realize you were using AI as a crutch? What project or situation made it clear? Be specific - name the project, the date, the feeling in your stomach when you realized you couldn't explain your own code.
Let me tell you about the transpose button.
On a keyboard, the transpose button lets you shift all notes up or down without actually learning to play in different keys. Press one button, and suddenly you're playing in F# major without knowing a single F# major scale. It's magic. It's also cheating.
For the past [TIME PLACEHOLDER], I've been using AI the same way. ChatGPT, Claude, Copilot – they've been my transpose buttons. I'd type "implement matrix multiplication in Python," copy the response, and present it as my work. I became fluent in copying, not coding.
The Wake-Up Call
Describe the specific incident that made you realize this was unsustainable. Was it a technical interview? A debugging session where you couldn't explain your own code? A colleague asking a simple question you couldn't answer?
Here's what I thought I knew:
- Python (Reality: I knew how to prompt AI to write Python)
- Machine Learning (Reality: I could copy sklearn examples)
- Industrial AI (Reality: I had no idea how it actually worked)
- Data structures (Reality: Lists. Everything was lists.)
The Real Cost of Faking It
This isn't just about imposter syndrome. This is about actual incompetence hidden behind AI-generated competence. Here's what it cost me:
What did this approach cost you? Missed opportunities? Stress? Near-misses at work? Be vulnerable but specific.
Technical Debt I Accumulated:
- No Mental Models: I couldn't visualize what my code was doing
- No Debugging Skills: When AI-generated code broke, I was helpless
- No Optimization Intuition: Everything was O(n³) because I didn't know better
- No Design Patterns: Every solution was brute force
The Confession Exercise
Before we can build real skills, we need brutal honesty. Here's your first exercise – no AI allowed:
Exercise 1: The Honesty Audit
Part A: Write a simple function to reverse a string. No googling, no AI, just you and your text editor.
Part B: Now write down:
- How long did it take you?
- Did you have to think about it?
- Could you explain why your solution works?
- Can you think of another way to do it?
Part C: The Skills Inventory
Rate yourself (1-5) on these fundamentals:
- Variables and data types
- Loops (for, while)
- Conditionals (if/else)
- Functions
- Lists/Arrays
- Dictionaries/Maps
- Classes/Objects
- File I/O
- Error handling
- Recursion
If you scored less than 3 on any item, that's our starting point.
The Commitment
Here's what I'm committing to, and what I'm inviting you to join:
- No AI for basic implementations - If it's fundamental, we code it ourselves
- Understand before using libraries - Implement a basic version before using NumPy
- Debug without AI - Print statements and thinking, not prompting
- Explain everything - If we can't teach it, we don't know it
Your Industrial AI Challenge
Here's a real problem from steel manufacturing. Try solving it without AI:
Challenge: Temperature Monitor
A steel furnace temperature sensor sends readings every second. You need to:
- Detect if temperature exceeds 1500°C (alert condition)
- Calculate the rolling average of last 10 readings
- Flag if temperature changes by more than 50°C in 5 seconds
Success Criteria:
- Code runs without errors
- You can explain each line
- You can modify it for different thresholds
- You understand the time/space complexity
The Path Forward
This confession isn't about shame – it's about liberation. Once we admit what we don't know, we can actually learn it. Over the next weeks, we'll rebuild our foundations:
- Next: Variable Amnesia - When x = 5 becomes profound
- Then: Loops that actually make sense
- After: Functions as more than copy-paste blocks
End with your personal commitment. What specifically are you going to do differently? How will you hold yourself accountable? What's your first concrete step?